I just can't hide it... I'm so excited! We received some exciting news earlier this week... We have a court date. A court date. A COURT DATE!!! Can you hear me screaming? I have to keep telling myself that this is all really going to happen... It has to happen... Right?
Did you know we were still in the adoption process? Yep, the one we started back in August of 2008.
Chapter 1 (Aug. 2008)
At one point during this adoption process we had plans to bring home a 16 month old boy... With a name... And a story... That story had too many loop holes... And we had to many questions... Nothing added up... End of that story. Leave the Agency- Summer of 2009
Chapter 2 (Aug. 2009)
Begin the wait again and we know the wait is long... But we are with a country we LOVE and we are prepared to wait... Start getting cold feet... Travel to the country to confirm my belief in the agency... All goes well... Start getting cold feet again... Because of conflicting emotions decided it's best to put the adoption on hold... Just waiting for change in their adoption system to protect the children... And maybe someday there w
ill be one. January 2011
Chapter 3 (Jan. 2011)
Research, research,
research... In the spring start process again with a new country... Shocked to learn it's a girl... Still shocked... Don't think I'll ever get over the "it's a girl" shock.... Pretty sure she was waiting for us.... To be continued
I haven't really blogged about our current adoption. I really didn't mean to leave you in the dark. As some of you may know my batting average with adoptions is just slightly higher then pregnancy. So not blogging about our current adoption was my coping mechanism for dealing with past
disappointments. When things don't go as planned I've felt the need to tell people why. Frankly, I just couldn't. I was dealing with losses that always felt too great to put into words. It has been hard to deal with; the loss of a
pregnancy, or an adoption. Heck, even changing countries and start all over again (even if it was on our own terms) felt like just another loss. So I ended up staying incognito on the adoption front. That way I never felt the need to explain much.
To be completely honest I've really only let you, my reader, in on the good stuff. Seems to me that it's just a lot
easier to write about the good stuff. I really respect people that can put themselves and their situations out there on the world wide web. People that can be totally honest, and tell all the ups and downs happening in their life. I've learned a lot from people like that... Clearly not one of them. But I'll work on it.
Did I mention we have a court date? And it's a girl? Tell me this is really happening...